Monday, December 07, 2009

August Rush

Dec 7, 2009. An entry in Dhruv's Diary

I never thought that I would fall in love. I have always been that kind of person who used to think there is no thing called love. People meet one another and they take the decision, by using only their brains, about their future life partner. I used to think love as a concept, exists only in movies and fairy tales.

I didn’t realize it while I was with her. She was a friend, a good friend. Does love exist and if exist what is love. I don’t know. But why there is so much pain and everything seems just meaningless because one person is not around. Darkness is the proof that light exists. Pain and loneliness made me realize what I missed and or lost.

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Richa came for the dinner and she liked my feeble attempt. She was happy because finally I did something for her. It made me happy. But then after some days she stopped returning my calls. This is how it happened, rather ended. I didn’t get to know why and how it ended. Every other thing in life is just as same, still it does not feel the same. May it is love and it does exist in real.

“August Rush” is her favorite movie and she insisted me to watch this movie and I always used to forget. I have seen it now, 4 times, actually every Saturday after she stopped returning my calls. It is a nice movie. It is about a boy who find his parents by his music and two lovers who find each other also by their music. Sadly, I am not a musician or an artist or even a writer. It is a fairy tale setting where people do live happily ever after in the end. (Guess, something does only happen in fairy tales.).

It just feels nice, whenever I watch this movie. The only thing she left to me. It is like feeling her presence, may be she is watching me whenever I see this movie. This sounds weird so may this is love. Now it is my favorite movie rather my favorite part of the week. Though it takes great amount of perseverance not dialing her number, I am doing a fairly good job.

I am going on with life as before, meeting friends, etc. Life will go on and so will I. I don’t think it is necessary to get over her. She may not be around but now she is close to me. “Once you are here, you are never gone”. The winter wind seems to consoling me with its cold touch. It is true that love does not make the earth go round, but it certainly makes the trip worthwhile. I used to term these as crap just month ago. Not any more, rather, it makes more sense than anything else, to wait for her.
Right now, FM is playing,
“Tere Bina Zindagi se sikwa to nahi, tere bina zindagi zindagi
Tere bina zindagi bhi lekin, zindagi, to nahi”

How True.


27 comments:

Poulami said...

Hope you get ur friend as soon as possible.....good luck

Harsh said...

nice1 much better than the last 1 keep writing!!!!!!

Avinash singh said...

hmmm maine pehle socha based on date.. ki kuch aur baat hogi...
pehli nazar ka pehla pyaar...

but still this one is gd...

time heals everything

anukampa said...

very nice one...but sad sad ending kyun hai..keep it up buddy!!!

saurabh said...

hmm..

Voice said...

Poulami di
Thanks for ur wishes.. ek bar jo kho jaye woh dubara milta hai kya?

Harsh
hehehe.. thanks buddy

Voice said...

Avinash
abhi tak ushka mauka nahi mila.. :(

Anu
Sad ending hi tha is story ke naseeb me

Saurabh
Shortest comment award ke liye nomination bhej dia gaya hai

nishu said...

you are right. Most of us do not blv in love unless we experience it ourselves. We feel alienated to other pplz expression of love unless we find it for us.

Still, My 2 cents of advice will be to be patient :)

Avinash singh said...

hi dhruv...

may be life has its own way of teaching things... which other people may think as sadness can be the true pleasures.. as at times self realization is very important...

sumi said...

waah......"tere bina zindagi se koi sikwa to nahi.....".....awesome song :P

swayamsara said...

two ways to keep a relationship everlasting-
"don't make it before understanding"
&
"don't break it after a misunderstanding"

ritika said...

brought tears in my eyes.....that gurl is so damn lucky...

haritha said...

hey gr8 post... bst of luck.

sonik said...

hmm, main kya boloon? maine bhi ab romantic series likhna shuru kar diya hai :) but this is a nice post, keep writing :)

Canary said...

The story has come really far!

exotic_dew@yahoo.co.in said...

dis post reminded me of one of d most bful n true fact of life i heard in a radio show once.. " to love sumone is a complete verb n is nt incomplete if dat person doesnt love you back " Love is a bful feeling.. cherishable..

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Winnie the poohi said...

:) Beautifully expressed.. true one or fiction?

commited to life said...

hii

hope she comes back to you and her reason to ignore you is a valid one..

what you said was very true put in a very beautiful way

p.s was just passing by

spring sunshine said...

Very nice story, i hope it has more to come... and end on a happy note :)

Short Poems said...

Great story, you are very talented in your word selection :)
marinela x

Bedlam said...

Khamakha kuchh bhi kehte ho aap, U write so good :) better than many here :D

Garima said...

This is a nice post indeed!!
Very few people admit that 'IT' was love after it is gone.
May you get her back and have a fairy tale ending :)

Raja said...

you've been tagged on my blog

Imbibe said...

Ia this a real story? Good read.... the emotions were speaking thru words!